can't get no sleep

i tried to get some sleep, but woke up sweating a few minutes ago and can't fall asleep no more. i laid in bed toss and turn thinking about my man. i got a nightmare about him and it took me some minutes to find out what's real and what's dream. i dreamt he went away being angry with me and i tried to make him see how sorry i feel. eventhough i don't remember what i was sorry for, i felt it was so much important and necessary that i thought i'm almost dying, if i can't make him turn around and say he forgives me. but noah went on away his back turned on me and he didn't even react on my crying. i ran after him, but he seemed to be much faster and his silhouette faded as a mist came up from the ground. last thing i saw was him dissapearing around a corner out of my reach and sight. i hope he's coming back soon, for i need to get some rest and get much calmer. i miss him like hell...