lazy lovely weekend

this weekend i spent at home and did nothing but to relax. it feels great, eventhough this house is far to silent without two of my most beloved people around. wow, it's really me saying that? the one, who never wanted to be close to someone? seems like things changed and me too. i am absolutely addicted to yas and noah. i need them around to be happy, but it feels good to think about them as well. even to dream myself next to them helps ease this heartache i feel when they're not around. i laid back on the sofa the whole sunday, dreaming about my best friend. thinking of what she might do now, where she'd be and i hope she's smiling as much as i am when i think of her. i sent my love and my thoughts. i really do believe that she can feel it somehow. i want her to be happy and to enjoy her life, no matter if she's in NY or Dubai. i also let my thoughts fly to HongKong. noah calls every evening when he's back in his hotelroom. it's not the same to have him on phone or here close to me, but it's much better than to hear nothing and have no contact at all. i miss his smile, his kisses... my bed feels cold when i lay down, i miss his warmth, too and much more. he's supposed to be back next weekend and i am looking forward to have him back. i'll pick him up from JFK but till then i must be happy with what i can get... they're both getting it all in return, when they are back... no mercy... i'll take my revange and hit them to ground by my embraces and kisses and hughs. i can't even say it's a suggestion, but that's a fact for sure...
i think i'm calling a pizza and stay on this sofa. there's a nice film on tv tonight and untill that i'll go on dreaming my two beloved fellows back home into my arms.
mmh... there's this damn great song i can't get out of my mind - i can see their halos :-)