noah, isa and me

a few days ago noah and me talked about the money i paid to bail noah out. i don't really remember how this topic came up, but i told him i don't know if they already put the money back or not. noah was surprised that i didn't know about it and i answered, that he's the one who deals with the money, so why should i care, too? his answer made be feel angry somehow, for he told me: "i am not your customer adviser so please go and ask him. i am the head chair of this bank and therefor i can't be involved in all transactions customers of our bank do." i actually didn't ask for the leader of the bank to be involved into my bank issues, but i asked my man, who is totally fit into banking to give a helping hand. after a while i also told him that i had spend a nice evening with isa and that she told me, she misses him a lot. he started to get some angry again as he explained, he wouldn't believe. if she'd be missing him that much, she might have called or sent a sms or had even replayed on his message. at this time i stopped trying to tell anything, but as we walked out to get some supper i asked isa, if we might happen by. she was at ash's house, so we went there. furtunately noah and isa took the chance to make things clear and as they came back from the other room they seemed to be quite happy. we called for pizza and talked a bit later.
this night ended with me having drunk some more than i should have and laying my head on isas knees, whereas noah jealous as he is, left the house without a word. he felt like i'd mess around with her straight ahead in his view, for he sat next to me and i must confess i was drunk and angry enough to try this. once a while ago noah told me he'd love to see me with a girl and isa would be one of those he could imagine. in my drunky-mind i thought this is something i can give to him. i didn't think of that some fantasies don't need to be lived.
some minutes later isa asked me, if she can give me a ride, but i denied. i needed some minutes to think and get my head clear. three hours or something later i arrived home exactly as noah opened the door downstairs. i asked him where he has been and he replayed it's not my business. so i asked, if he is looking for me and his answer was no. at this point i started to make up my mind how this night will end, for i would have needed a place to stay, if he doesn't want me to be around.
we both went in and upstairs. i closed the door behind me and we sat down having a long talk about everything. i felt like it was really necessary to tell him all the small things that made me getting nuts and he explained how he felt and why. it made things much clearer though.
this night ended the way i didn't expect it to end any more. me lying on the ground with my head on his breast, kissing his soft warm skin and beeing happy to have him around.