my man is gone

we came back from seattle on sunday afternoon. unfortunately we haven't really come in as noah already started to prepare himself for his trip to Hong Kong. he needs to go there for buisness issues and i still hate to let him go. on monday afternoon i brought him to JFK-airport and said goodbye. i really miss him, eventhough he's not even gone for 24 hours yet. noah is supposed to be back in two weeks and i have no idea what to do inbetween. i think of going out and having a drink on my own or with some friends, but i don't know. i can't decide.
since he is gone i take my time to think of yas and her email. i still have no clue what to write back, for there's so much i'd like to tell her, but it might be the wrong time and wrong place. i'd really love to make things right between us, but i don't want to try that by email. i guess i'll wait for that untill she's home. i think i'll just start to write back and see where it ends and if i re-read the email and find things that are better not mentioned right now i can go and delete them again.
i hope she's fine. i miss her sooooooooo much, but i don't dare to go to dubai, for i know she'll be kicking my ass when it comes to that.